2004-01-26

And friends are friends forever?

I'm sorry, it's been a long time since I updated, but it's been a long time in reflection. I've had two major things I've wanted to talk about, but little enough time to write about it. I'll choose one and go with it today, and beg forgiveness.

Today's will be social chasms.

The other day, I was up until 3:00am talking to someone who used to be a close friend. This girl did some things to one of my best friends that I thought she was uncapable of. But she has been forgiven, and that friend has moved on even through sadness.

This girl though, desperately wants a close friendship still with my friend, even though she hurt him badly. She wants to have a friendship full of warmth and closeness. She wants something that just isn't possible at the moment.

I told her that there are certain things that can create a chasm in a relationship, and that a chasm cannot be filled by any particular activity, and that it may never be filled. After I said that, I stood stunned for a moment.

I realized something. Chasms can be filled with time. It takes a lot of work and a lot of frustration, but it really is worth it in some instances. I still think that time and hard work is the only thing that can fill them, but if they're worth filling it can be a great thing.

I'm still shoveling with one particular gal. But the strange thing is, I still want to. I'll let you know how it goes.

Tomorrow - an attempt at explaining my life philosophy